Now I Know

how it feels when ...

.. you whisper i love's to yourself cause u cant tell him
.. you smile at him even if you're in pain
.. you wanna go away and yet u feel like dying missing him
.. you love and not get the same kind of affection in return
.. you exist in him only as an online character, not a real girl
.. you want to be with him but you cant
simply bec he doesn't love you
.. you have to move on, let go, even if u never had him at all

.. its more painful than loosing someone you previously own..

Now I Know ... :[